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Saturday, May 14, 2011
Zephyretta Muze I
I wondered lonely as cloud
Drifting high above the vales and hill.
To where my heart covet.
When all at once I saw a crowd
A host, of snowy, dreamy roses
Within the crowd
Dancing and fluttering in the breeze.
Such enticing beauty so saddening
As time pays tribute
The petals evanesce, its beauty withering
And my heart rives along
I watch as nature shows
That nothing last forever.
Even the most enchanting memories
Is only but a Moments glance.
The lake besides plays a soft melody
Fortifying our moments together
A second lost; is but a mere touch of nature
For all beauty dies.
Nevertheless ours.
Yet such simplicity I know not of
But you were patient
To such a fool am i
Holding the sand from the grounds
Sitting on the soft, flawless field,
Wondering how long more can I hold on,
Yet the harder I try,
The more I lost
Perhaps whats pre-destined
Will always be
Glazing above the bright blue sky
In vacant or in plaintive mood
I held it in.
The flashed upon those blue eyes
Which is the bliss of solitude
My heart fills with pleasure,
And dances with the roses
For reminiscing of your moments
Is one nature will not take
Zephyretta Muze
All those trips down the memory road
Walk down guilt lanes
Is making me sick
Infecting my cells one by one
Like a living plague walking on earth
Tainting its way everywhere I go
The roses withered,
Natures dying on my path.
Oh, why cant you see it now?
Don’t you realize what it feels like.
When all you once matter
No longer does anymore?
Those decaying maidens surrounding me
Urging me to give in
Why work so hard the say?
Eventually everything returns to the ashes.
But you pushed me to my edge
Hoping to see me throwing myself in the bonfire
And getting myself killed in it
So you don’t have to do it yourself.
Yet I disappoint you
Getting up once again
From my chaos to my grace
Rising against my enemy face to face.
Throw everything you have at me
Those endless nights,
Memory trips, guilt’s lanes
Sorrows enough to pass around twice
I will take it all
Go through them carefully
Making sure I don’t repeat it again
So I may rise above it all
The wind gently whisper in my ears
Numbing then in cold
Singing me a song of misery
One that broke my spirits to fight.
As the nights grew darker
I asked myself
Is this what you pushed me to
Becoming who I hate the most?
Testing how far I will go
Which line I will cross
How long and
How much more?
Just to get this self-righteous justice
I seek?
For tonight is the night
The night to end all night.
For theses just you and me.
Like how you like it
How you dreamt of it
So lets do this now
Shadows of my past
For I have long been fatigue
And needed a good reason
To close those eyes for good
Or for your good.
Monday, September 14, 2009
its been a while, a long while indeed
Reminiscing not about the past I spent
That moment froze
In time;
in a lifetime
The crossroads seems so near again
Yet all I see is your beautiful face under the moonlight
Love like never before
But its all fading away now
You told me once the sand slips from your hands
It can never be found again
‘cause the belonged to the ground now
And the long gone is only for remembrance
Oh, how saddening and beautiful you sound
But you know not my dear
My once loved
That you are the only reason I still wake up
In the morning.
NOTE: its been a while, a long while indeed
how could i romanticism around without you
Death, the one appointment we all must keep, and for which no time is Set
I wish, if I could programmed myself to do the MY things. This is the freakiest dream I had ever dreamed and dreamed about it all the times. I just want to break free from this so called monotonous world where I can’t find place for solitude. Otherwise the poisonous fungus that grows in front of us before we realize we become his prey. But definitely, wait and watch I will have my romance with life before romance becomes revenge.Life is damn mechanic and programmed to do certain things only. The limitations are very high and expectation killed the rule of existence. Where an existence seems suffering and dissolves in loneliness. Hope and dreams are dried up like desert water and dead like a homeless hungry streets dogs. The nomadic, antisocial inside me crawl like gasoline infested SUV on the rubber smelling highways of life. The haze that surround me like a deadly fungus and makes me swimming in the gravity less capsule where I don’t even find out up and bottoms. In the deep hurts of foggy environment I often lost my way back home. The ghost of navigator is drunk and out with it self confessed with egoistic head.
Could you love me, for me?Who makes mistakes?Could you love me, for me?Who keeps broken promises?Could you love me, for me?Who always led you cry?
Did I quite