Saturday, May 14, 2011

Zephyretta Muze I

I wondered lonely as cloud

Drifting high above the vales and hill.

To where my heart covet.

When all at once I saw a crowd

A host, of snowy, dreamy roses

Within the crowd

Dancing and fluttering in the breeze.

Such enticing beauty so saddening

As time pays tribute

The petals evanesce, its beauty withering

And my heart rives along

I watch as nature shows

That nothing last forever.

Even the most enchanting memories

Is only but a Moments glance.

The lake besides plays a soft melody

Fortifying our moments together

A second lost; is but a mere touch of nature

For all beauty dies.

Nevertheless ours.

Yet such simplicity I know not of

But you were patient

To such a fool am i

Holding the sand from the grounds

Sitting on the soft, flawless field,

Wondering how long more can I hold on,

Yet the harder I try,

The more I lost

Perhaps whats pre-destined

Will always be

Glazing above the bright blue sky

In vacant or in plaintive mood

I held it in.

The flashed upon those blue eyes

Which is the bliss of solitude

My heart fills with pleasure,

And dances with the roses

For reminiscing of your moments

Is one nature will not take

Zephyretta Muze

All those trips down the memory road

Walk down guilt lanes

Is making me sick

Infecting my cells one by one

Like a living plague walking on earth

Tainting its way everywhere I go

The roses withered,

Natures dying on my path.

Oh, why cant you see it now?

Don’t you realize what it feels like.

When all you once matter

No longer does anymore?

Those decaying maidens surrounding me

Urging me to give in

Why work so hard the say?

Eventually everything returns to the ashes.

But you pushed me to my edge

Hoping to see me throwing myself in the bonfire

And getting myself killed in it

So you don’t have to do it yourself.

Yet I disappoint you

Getting up once again

From my chaos to my grace

Rising against my enemy face to face.

Throw everything you have at me

Those endless nights,

Memory trips, guilt’s lanes

Sorrows enough to pass around twice

I will take it all

Go through them carefully

Making sure I don’t repeat it again

So I may rise above it all

The wind gently whisper in my ears

Numbing then in cold

Singing me a song of misery

One that broke my spirits to fight.

As the nights grew darker

I asked myself

Is this what you pushed me to

Becoming who I hate the most?

Testing how far I will go

Which line I will cross

How long and

How much more?

Just to get this self-righteous justice

I seek?

For tonight is the night

The night to end all night.

For theses just you and me.

Like how you like it

How you dreamt of it

So lets do this now

Shadows of my past

For I have long been fatigue

And needed a good reason

To close those eyes for good

Or for your good.