All those trips down the memory road
Walk down guilt lanes
Is making me sick
Infecting my cells one by one
Like a living plague walking on earth
Tainting its way everywhere I go
The roses withered,
Natures dying on my path.
Oh, why cant you see it now?
Don’t you realize what it feels like.
When all you once matter
No longer does anymore?
Those decaying maidens surrounding me
Urging me to give in
Why work so hard the say?
Eventually everything returns to the ashes.
But you pushed me to my edge
Hoping to see me throwing myself in the bonfire
And getting myself killed in it
So you don’t have to do it yourself.
Yet I disappoint you
Getting up once again
From my chaos to my grace
Rising against my enemy face to face.
Throw everything you have at me
Those endless nights,
Memory trips, guilt’s lanes
Sorrows enough to pass around twice
I will take it all
Go through them carefully
Making sure I don’t repeat it again
So I may rise above it all
The wind gently whisper in my ears
Numbing then in cold
Singing me a song of misery
One that broke my spirits to fight.
As the nights grew darker
I asked myself
Is this what you pushed me to
Becoming who I hate the most?
Testing how far I will go
Which line I will cross
How long and
How much more?
Just to get this self-righteous justice
I seek?
For tonight is the night
The night to end all night.
For theses just you and me.
Like how you like it
How you dreamt of it
So lets do this now
Shadows of my past
For I have long been fatigue
And needed a good reason
To close those eyes for good
Or for your good.
No comments:
Post a Comment